~Believing That There Is No Hope Will Make Us Free From Misery~

Just like the title says ^^
After waiting and suffering in the loneliness of darkness without a computer…I have finally have all the lost information I had from before…well, some of it T.T
Pretty sad, I know…well have good news and bad news…depends on the way you see it…
The bad news for all those who liked the FanFic I was writing about My Chemical Romance has come to an end and I decided NOT to continue it…I hate leaving things like this-unfinished-but I was getting tired of it…
So now I’m writing a new FanFic, but it turns out that since now I’m all obsessed over Anime I’m writing about an Anime series called Inuyasha ^^
I still don’t know if to post it in Buzznet or not since all members of Buzznet are more interested in other things other than Anime…but anyways, if you care about reading it comment or you can always go to http://www.animespiral.com/viewstory.php?sid=188331
And there you will find it…
Please, if you read it don’t take it as your own since it’s taking me a hard time to finish it (yes, it is still not done but I’m near)
THX PPL!!!
Take Care all of ya! ^_-

Chapter 14

Iris’ POV
We never saw Donovan again after he left. I knew how he felt. I knew he felt terrible seen Zelda and Gerard hugging yesterday. I stayed the night with Frank; he is actually a nice guy. We started talking about how I met Zelda and all that kind of stuff. I couldn’t stop talking and for some reason he never stopped asking me about Zelda. What’s wrong with him? Is he falling for her too? I need to ask, but what about if he gets offended? No, he won’t.
I stopped telling him about how I accidentally threw ice cream on Zelda when we were seven. I started to look at him with curiosity. What if he does like her?
‘’Are you okay?’’ He asked me. I didn’t stop looking at him.
‘’Iris, you are scaring me’’
‘’Oh! Hahaha, sorry. I just had this weird thought’’ now he is going to think you are some kind of perv! Oh god. Now he was the one looking at me oddly.
‘’Oh God! No! Not THAT kind of thoughts!’’ He seemed to relax a little bit.
‘’Thank you. I was starting to think something else of you’’ I looked at him weirdly as a joke. But he didn’t get the joke and he explained himself.
‘’I know Frank. I was playing with you.’’ And we both started laughing. Awww, he looks so cute laughing. No! Stop Iris! What’s wrong with me now? You like Mikey not Frank! We both stopped laughing. He moved closer that I could smell his minty breath. I could feel him very close that I had to close my eyes for it to happen fast. I didn’t want for it to happen, but it did. At the moment when our lips touched it felt like all worries were gone, that only us where there, not realizing we were still at the hospital. His lips were cold, and I had to break the kiss. I sighed and thought about the kiss about a moment.
‘’I’m sorry’’ Frank apologized. I didn’t know what I was thinking about, but I didn’t want to say ‘It’s okay’ so I just put my hand around his neck and kissed him. Then we both had to break the kiss because we both heard the door close. I looked up. Omg…I’m doomed. He just gave me a dirty look and left.

Mikey’s POV
I couldn’t fall asleep because Iris and Frank wouldn’t shut up, so I decided I needed to get out of the waiting room and make Greagoir and Ayden some company. They were both drinking some coffee.
‘’Where did you get the coffee from?!’’ I asked instead of saying hi.
‘’Hello to you too.’’ Ayden said.
‘’Hello. Where did you get the coffee?!’’
‘’There’s a Starbucks just around the corner’’ Ayden said pointing to the door, trying to tell me to get out of there and get some coffee as soon as I can. I made my way out and noticed it was raining. I had the urge to cry; rain makes me cry. I hurried myself to get to the Starbucks before I could get all soaked. When I arrived to the Starbucks there was a huge waiting line. This is insane. I tried to wait patiently like the others in front of me, but the smell of the coffee was jut making me crazy I was about to scream. Two more. I can’t hold it! Hurry up! I need a damn cup of coffee people! One more. Okay, you can hold it. Just one more.
‘’May I take your order?’’ Yes!
‘’Yes, two Venti Lattes please’’ I won’t survive in the hospital with just one Latte.
‘’Is that all?’’ No.
‘’Yes, thank you.’’ Damn it! The cashier asked my name to write it down on the cup, I had to tell her Patrick so unexpected fans wouldn’t come and upset me even more.
‘’Patrick!’’ I heard my ‘name’. I went up to the window and took my two Lattes. Perfect! I didn’t even wait to sit down; I started drinking one of the Lattes. Good, now that I have some coffee inside of me I can go back to the hospital. Hopefully nothing has happened yet, at least not without me. The rain had stopped a little bit; it was just drizzling.
When I got to the hospital Greagoir and Ayden where still outside talking, so I just thought that everything was still the same when I left.
‘’Awesome man!’’ Ayden said. Since when I talk to this guys?
‘’What?’’ I sounded harsh, but he needed to know that I don’t like him at all.
‘’You got some coffee’’ Stupid.
‘’Yeah, I did.’’ I started walking towards the door to go inside the waiting room until Ayden and Greagoir started talking to me again. They were just saying a lot of crap; non-sense.
‘’Are you guys trying to keep me from going to the waiting room?’’ They looked startled, but I knew it was true.
‘’No! Why do we want to do that?’’
‘’I don’t know, you tell me’’ And I left them there. I opened the door and saw what I was really expecting.
She looked up at me, scared that I might start a fight with Frank, but of course I wouldn’t. Frank deserved a chance with someone like Iris. Besides is not like I REALLY liked Iris, it was just a crush. Nothing else. I had to leave, not because it hurt but because I didn’t want to disturb them. I guess Iris didn’t get it and started running towards me trying to explain what happened. We were outside the hospital now.
‘’Can you just hear me out!’’ Iris yelled at me.
‘’I already listened enough. I don’t know how it happened and I don’t care. You can stay with Frank, is not like I…’’ I stopped. If I said that I don’t care if she is with Frank then that would hurt her.
‘’Is not like you what? Is not like you care? You were going to say that, weren’t you?’’ She started crying. I didn’t say anything. I kept quiet.
‘’Okay, I guess I’ll just leave’’ I still said nothing. She walked off to her car so she could leave. Is not my fault that she left, I never asked her to. I stood there, in the middle of the rain. No more drizzling, no more Iris.

Chapter 13

Gerard’s POV
I can’t stand being here in the hospital, especially now that the doctor told us about Zelda not waking up and probably being in a coma. I’ll die. From the moment I saw her I knew I would have trouble getting her. Now I have strong feelings about her. I was outside with Mikey because I couldn’t stand it anymore. The thought of the doctors going into her room split my heart in half. Frank joined us; I was fighting both because I wanted to see what was happening to her. Mikey said something, but I couldn’t understand him. I was crying now.
‘’I won’t be able to live if she dies. No, I won’t!’’ I told both of them so maybe they could understand why I needed to be in there. I started to calm down so Mikey and Frank would let go off me. They did. We were walking now towards the waiting room when Iris came out and bumped into Mikey. She looked at me all the time. She was crying. Something happened. Oh no! Please no!
‘’Oh! Gerard!’’ She said before hugging me. She is not dead. She is not dead. I kept telling myself.
‘’What happened?’’ Mikey asked. She glanced at him and hugged me again. That made me so emotional that I started crying again. Terrible thoughts started to come into my mind. She is not dead. She is not dead.
‘’I think it would be better if you get in there’’ Iris told me. I started to fight the urge to cry even more, but that would make me a baby. I just nodded and made my way in.
My eyes lighted up at the moment when I saw her. She is not dead.
‘’Gerard!’’ She screamed with happiness. This was odd. What if I’m just dreaming? No, she looks too beautiful for this to be a dream.
She was almost out of the door but doctors were holding her back. ‘’You need to get in the bed!’’ ‘’Stop fighting us! You will soon see them all!’’ The doctors were yelling at her, but I don’t think she wanted to listen. I just stand there, unable to move. I was in shock. She is not dead.
‘’Gerard’’ she was now whispering, but I could still hear her. The noise around us was just like background music. She was now starting to cry and I knew it was because I never approached her. So now I decided I needed to do something for her to stop crying. But what? She was now stopped fighting the doctors. She thought I wasn’t going to do anything. No, she is wrong. I ran to hug her. No one stopped me. She started fighting the doctors again and this time she made her way out of the room. I finally reached her. I hugged her. For a second I enjoyed it, her smell, her warmth, all over me. This made me happy; I knew she was going to be okay now. That second ended. The doctor pulled us away and it felt like Hell, like if I would never get her back. I saw she was okay with it and that made me hope for more. She is okay now. A nurse closed the curtains of the window so we wouldn’t bother Zelda. I know I wouldn’t, but I was too happy to see her stand up. I will never forget that hug of hers.

Donovan’s POV
The doctors rushed in Zelda’s room. Both Akan and Gerard stood up. Akan hold his ground, but Gerard tried to go in. Mikey and Frank stopped him and got him out. I just sat there waiting for something unnatural to happen. It did. I saw how Zelda started looking at every doctor inside her room. Her expression: confusion. She started saying something but I couldn’t hear her. Then she started yelling and getting the needless out of her arm. I know she is afraid of needles so I don’t know why she is doing that. She wouldn’t.
‘’Where is Gerard?!’’ She started yelling. That split my heart into pieces. She wants Gerard now. She never asked for anyone else but him. Then she started looking everywhere. She was almost out of the room when she stopped and looked at me, then started fighting the doctors again. I was still seated. None of us could move. We couldn’t believe what was happening. I saw Iris got out of the waiting room and seconds after Gerard came in. I looked again to Zelda who called his name again when she saw him. Gerard didn’t move. Iris came in, then Mikey and finally Frank. They all stood there. Zelda calmed down a bit and said something I couldn’t hear, but I knew she was calling Gerard again. He didn’t move fro a second. The he made his way towards Zelda and Zelda to him. When they reached each other they hugged like if they where separated for over a century. My heart was burning now. I need to get out, I can’t see this anymore. I made my way towards the door and I noticed Mikey looking at me. He knows I love her. As soon as I was out I didn’t know what to do. I just need to get out of here as far as I can. I pulled out my car keys and drove off. Where can I go? I know.
When I got to his house I knocked the door. He opened the door abruptly that I had to step back.
‘’What do you want?’’ He sounded pissed off.
‘’I know it was you, but I don’t blame you. Everyone wants her’’ He looked down and then said.
‘’Do you know where she is?’’
‘’Yes.’’
‘’Where?’’
‘’At the West Hospital, but if I were you I would give up already’’
‘’Is she dead?’’
‘’No, thankfully you didn’t kill her’’
‘’Then?’’
‘’She loves someone else. She already forgot about you’’
‘’She will never forget about me. The scars that she is going to carry will always remind her of me.’’
‘’So you did those scars on purpose?’’
‘’Yes, she needs to learn that this world is not what she thinks’’
‘’She knows that already’’
‘’Then too bad. She is going to die anyways’’
‘’Why you say so?’’
‘’She is anorexic. Anorexia leads you to death’’
‘’But only if the anorexia is there long enough, a month just passed so she will survive’’
‘’Not for long’’
‘’What are you planning to do now?’’ If he were planning to kidnap her again then that would be ridiculous.
‘’You are not planning to kidnap her again, or will you?’’
‘’No, that would be stupid. I’m just going to make her life much more harder than it is right now’’ Huh?
‘’An how are you going to do that?’’
‘’Why do you care?’’ I can’t believe I’m going to say this.
‘’I want to help you’’ He smiled at me evilly.

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Chapter 12

A month already passed since Zelda’s kidnapping and no one has found her yet. Gerard grows worried and terrified everyday. Osiris still won’t let Zelda escape, but he is thinking about it. Roy is taking advantage of Zelda in every single way and he won’t stop hitting her with the whip and now Roy broke the chair by hitting her back. Asar believes Roy is overreacting and that maybe Roy should stop abusing her. When Asar saw that Roy broke the chair by hitting Zelda’s back, he got pissed at Roy and now he believes that Roy has broken one of Zelda’s ribs. Zelda is trying to survive, but she knows she won’t be able to any longer. Roy is trying to make her eat again, but every time she eats, she throws up. Zelda can’t eat anymore; she’s become anorexic and now that Roy achieved his goal he won’t let either Asar or Osiris to get on his way. The only thing that Zelda can think of right now is the easiest way of suicide so she won’t suffer anymore; but what she doesn’t know is that hope its near her.

Zelda’s POV
My body is numb now; every time Roy hits me I don’t feel it. I’m loosing weight extremely fast, but I can’t eat. Roy has finally made me what he wanted. I need to escape. I look down and I see my arms bleeding, Osiris comes back from the bathroom with a towel again. We are alone, Roy went to a bar with his ‘’gang’’. Osiris starts cleaning the blood in my arms and I notice huge scars. I don’t panic, not anymore, not since Roy broke the chair.
‘’I can’t stand this anymore.’’ Osiris said suddenly.
‘’Stand what? Me dying or you cleaning the blood from my arms over and over again?’’ He gave me a dirty look.
‘’You dying. I’m sure Roy has broken one of your ribs.’’
‘’I don’t feel anything.’’
‘’Because you are used to it now, and you shouldn’t. He should have let you go by now!’’ He said angrily.
‘’He is not going to let me go ever, and we both know it.’’
‘’Yes, I know. That’s why I’m letting you go NOW’’ He said untying my legs and wrists.
‘’Are you sure about this?’’ This is so suicidal for him.
‘’Yes. Will you know the way to your place?’’
‘’I’m not going there, I need to get to a hospital and whoever sees me like this will take me right away.’’
‘’Yes, I believe so too. Here, call me if you need help with something else and when you are safe. Please’’ He handed me a piece of paper; I knew it was his number.
‘’Thank you’’ and I gave him a kiss on the cheek just to see him blushing.
I tried to get up but my legs failed. Osiris quickly grabbed me before I hit the floor.
‘’Are you okay?’’
‘’Yes, I just need to get used to this. Don’t worry about me’’
‘’Okay, just hurry up before Roy comes back’’ I tried to stand on my feet and this time I made all my effort to stay up. One step. Two. Three. I looked back to see Osiris looking at me as well. I gave him a smile before I left. I was out. I’m out! Where to go now? I don’t want to go to the hospital. I see a cop. I raised my hand for the cop to stop. He did.
‘’What’s the problem Madam?’’ He said as he got near. And I just noticed it was dark outside, night already.
As he got near his eyes were fixing on my wounds.
‘’You need help! C’mon, lets get inside the car’’
I tried to move my legs again, and again they failed me. I fell flat to the floor and the cop hurried to help me.
‘’You need to get to a hospital’’
He helped me to get in the car. Once inside the pain in my body started coming back like in the first day when Roy hit me.
The cop started making questions while in our way to the hospital ‘’Who did this to you?’’ ‘’What happened?’’ ‘’Do you have any relatives?’’ Just shut up.
We got to the hospital and doctors and nurses came beside me and took me to the ER. After that all blackened out. The last thing I hear was the cop saying my name. Did I say my name to him? I don’t remember.

Dominic’s POV
I was driving down the street when suddenly I saw a girl no younger than me making signs. I stopped the car to see what she wanted.
‘’What is the problem Madam?’’ I said as I got near her, and then I noticed blood on her arms.
‘’You need help! C’mon, lets get inside the car’’ She tried waling but it looked like she fainted. She didn’t. I hurried myself to get her inside the car. I rushed to the hospital, but in our way I started making questions to know who this girl was. She told me her name. Zelda Cordova. Isn’t this the girl who Gerard is looking for? I can’t remember. Doctors came to help her and took her right away to the ER.
‘’What’s her name?’’ a doctor asked me
‘’She said it was Zelda Cordova’’ He left. Maybe they will research about her. I don’t care.
I went back to my car, grabbed my mobile and dialed Gerard’s number.
‘’Hello?’’ He picked up right away’’
‘’Yes, this is Officer Dominic Schmidt.’’
‘’How may I help you officer?’’
‘’I need to know the name of the girl you are looking for’’
‘’You found her?!’’
‘’Please cooperate. What is her name’’
‘’Zelda, Zelda Cordova. Why? What happened?’’
‘’I think you should come down to the West Hospital’’ He started speaking again but I hung up. I need to wait now.

Gerard’s POV
Officer Dominic hung up on me. I was still in Zelda’s house, just if she came back. I was not alone, her brother, her band and Iris where here as well. Everyone looked at me but no one said a thing. Iris was the first one to break the silence.
‘’Who was that?’’
‘’I need to go’’ I couldn’t say anything else. What if Zelda was in the hospital?
‘’Who was that!?’’ Akan yelled.
‘’I’m sorry. It was some officer called Dominic.’’ I said as I got up. The rest did the same, as to tell me that they wouldn’t let me go unless I tell them who called me.
‘’We need to get to the hospital, now’’ No one said anything else. Everyone got in their own car and left to the West Hospital. We pretty much all arrived at the same time. Akan asked the nurse about Zelda. She told him to wait until the doctor came out. He did at the instant when Akan was coming to our way. He ran to speak to the doctor.
‘’Where is she? Can we see her now? What happened to her?’’
‘’Clam down boy. She is now sleeping.’’
‘’Then what’s wrong with her?’’
‘’She has three broken ribs, two on the left and one on the right. She is too weak and…’’
‘’And what?’’
‘’She won’t eat. Her body is not used to the food, like if she hasn’t been eating in weeks.’’
‘’So what does that mean?’’
‘’It means she’s anorexic. It hasn’t gone to far yet for her to die, but her body condition is terrible. If she survives it will be because of a miracle’’ and he left.
I have to leave as well. I can’t believe this is happening. She can’t die, not her!
‘’Gerard?’’ I heard someone called my name. Seeing Iris calling me startled me.
‘’C’mon, she is going to be okay’’ She said leading me to the chairs in the waiting room. Then I fell fast asleep.

Iris’ POV
Gerard fell asleep on my shoulder. His head is so freaking heavy! He was the one who got more worried about Zelda’s kidnapping, but we all know who it was. We won’t tell Gerard, I know he would do something stupid if he knew who kidnapped Zelda. Now we have to wait until she wakes up. She will wake up.

*The Next Day*
We all stayed until Zelda woke up. She never did. The doctor told us that if she doesn’t wake up the next day her status would be in coma. Gerard didn’t take well that new and started crying. I’ve never seen a guy cry, and Gerard wasn’t actually the one who I was planning to see cry first. I thought it was going to be Donovan since he loves her too much. Mikey and Frank arrived. I looked up at Mikey but he wasn’t looking at me. He went straight to hug his brother who was still sobbing and he hugged him back. Frank sat next to me, but he said nothing, he looked at no one, he just sat there. Mikey sat next to Gerard. No one said anything. We all stayed trapped in our thoughts.

*3rd Day in the Hospital*
Mikey’s POV
Me and Frank arrived yesterday to the hospital. Gerard had called us to come over, we just hope everything is okay. When we arrived I saw Gerard’s head on Iris shoulder. For some reason that didn’t make me jealous, I was okay with it. I didn’t look at her again and I think she didn’t to me. I sat next to Gerard and hugged him as comfort. I know he needs me right now and I will do everything possible to be with him when he needs me. Now, we are just waiting until Zelda wakes up, if she doesn’t then she will be in coma. I don’t think that’ll be great for neither of us all. I don’t know Zelda that much, but I just hope she wakes up.
It’s 10 o’clock and still nothing. An hour passed and nothing. I decided to sleep a bit but the sound of doctors running woke me. They were running inside Zelda’s room. Something’s wrong. Gerard and Akan got up at the same time but Akan stayed still, Gerard started making his way towards the room but I grabbed him. He started fighting me and Frank woke up to help me. We got him out so he could calm down before entering the waiting room again.
‘’It’s okay Gee. She is going to be okay’’ I told him as comfort.
‘’I won’t be able to live if she dies. No, I won’t!’’ He started crying again. He must really love her. But why? They never talked much. He started to calm down and we decided it was time to return to the waiting room to see what happened. But before we opened the door Iris got out so fast that she bumped into me.
‘’Oh! Gerard!’’ She said looking at him and not me. She was crying too. What happened? Iris was really crying. Did Zelda die? She can’t. My brother would kill himself.
‘’What happened?’’ I asked her. She just looked at me and hugged Gerard instead of me. She made Gerard cry even more. I looked down at Frank and he looked back at me.
‘’I think it would be better if you get in there’’ Iris told Gerard. He nodded and made his way to the waiting room. I looked at Iris to read her expression. There was happiness and sadness. She gave me a warm smile and followed Gerard. I followed as well.

Chapter 11

Gerard’s POV
Iris said we should wait for Zelda’s brother to arrive before we can do anything else. I don’t want to wait, we should look for Zelda now, and we can’t waste time. Why am I so worried about her? What’s so special about her? She is too special. For me, at least.
I was still in her room, sitting on her bed waiting for something better to happen. That’s when I heard the door close and Iris saying ‘’Thank God you are here’’. I didn’t even bother to go outside the room and check who it was, I had pretty much the idea of who I was going to see. That’s when a guy came in and asked me ‘’What are you doing here?’’ He didn’t ask who I was maybe he already knew.
‘’He is helping find your sister. Akan this is Gerard Way, Gee this is Akan, Zelda’s brother.’’ He looked so much like her, like if they were twins. The only difference was their eyes. Zelda had dark blue eyes and her brother dark green eyes, but still beautiful. I just sat there, looking at him and reminding me a lot about her. I miss her voice. He noticed the unease in my look and he turned away cussing. I looked then at Iris’’
‘’Do not mind him, he is just worried about Zelda’’ And she left too, leaving me alone again in her room. I got up and moved towards her drawer now. I opened it to try to find something that will probably tell me something. Nothing. I looked underneath her bed to find a shoebox. I grabbed it and put it on the bed. I looked at it for a long time, trying to decide if I really wanted to open something that is not mine. But no one is here with me right now. I need to open it. I did. WTF?! She had thousands of pictures of our band, but mostly of me. Is this what I this it is? No, She just broke up with her boyfriend. Lets just hope its not for Voodoo, she wouldn’t, she doesn’t. I started looking at the pictures and at the bottom of the box there was a picture of her and a guy. He must be her ex-boyfriend. There were more pictures of him and her, and I started looking at them until I heard someone coming. I closed the box quickly and put in underneath her bed again. Iris came in.
‘’C’mon, we are leaving’’ she said.
‘’Where?’’
‘’Don’t you want to find her? We are going to look for her, we may know where she can be’’ and she made her way towards the door, and I followed.
We got inside Akan’s car, a gray Volvo. Iris sat on the passenger seat. I just wanted to be in the back to think a little bit about the pictures.

Iris POV
I got out of the room because I knew Gerard wanted to be snoopy. I know he did find what he wanted to see. He’s such a great guy, but not Zelda’s style.
‘’I don’t like him. I think he shouldn’t be here’’ Akan was telling me.
‘’Well, we have no other choice’’
‘’What? Why not?!’’
‘’Because he can help us.’’ He thought I was going to say something else. I was, but I changed of mind because Akan would never drop the subject.
‘’Fine, then you go for him. I don’t care if he is so freaking famous, if he can help then that’s fine for me. I just want to find my sister, and I think I know where she is’’ I did too. But I’m too scared to face the truth.
‘’Okay, let me go tell him. Your car or mine?’’
‘’Mine’’ Men.
I gave enough time to Gerard to check the box. I knew he was going to find it, so I took a little extra time before entering the room. When I did, I found him beside the bed. He looked so depressed.
‘’C’mon, we are leaving’’ I tried to sound confident, but I’m not sure if I did.
‘’Where?’’ He asked. Maybe he is just a little bit scared of Akan.
‘’Don’t you want to find her? We are going to look for her, we may know where she can be’’ I told him and made my way towards the door, I could hear him following. I don’t like Akan’s car, besides he drives terrible. But I didn’t let him know that. I sat on the passenger seat and Gerard on the back. He never talked. As soon as I noticed where we were going I panicked.
‘’Calm down, I just want to give him a little visit’’ How can I calm down!?
‘’You think he kidnapped her, don’t you?’’ He just gave me a cold look. He does think that. I sighed.
Gerard looked at me with panicked eyes.
‘’Don’t worry, he knows what he’s doing’’ I told him and he relaxed a bit.

Akan’s POV
Iris knew what I was doing, she knows in the danger I’m going to be in, but I don’t care. I parked the care in front of his house. I know she is in there and if he doesn’t let me in-no I won’t even ask, I’m just going to get in and look for her. I got out of the car and told Iris to wait inside with the other dude. I walked over to his doorstep and knocked the door just once for him to open the door.
‘’Akan! Iris! What a surprise!’’ He said. I turned around to see Iris standing next to me. I guess she didn’t listen. I turn away and looked at him again. He put on a confusion face and I just made it clear to him why I was here. I punched him hard on the face he even fell down.
‘’Akan!’’ Iris just screamed at me.
I moved past him and made my way inside the house. He has to keep her somewhere, but where? I started looking everywhere, inside rooms, but nothing. The garage. Nothing.
‘’I’m going to come back later, so I won’t even other to knock the next time. I’m going to find her and you know that. I know it was you!’’ after telling him that, I left. Iris following me like a lost puppy. I got inside the car and she did too, and I left.

Roy’s POV
I was eating in front of Zelda and I asked over and over again if she was hungry. The first three times she said yes, then she kept quiet. I was finishing eating when I hear the door knock.
‘’Hide her in the basement’’ I told the other guys.
I opened the door to find Akan and Iris there.
‘’Akan! Iris! What a surprise!’’ I said. I guess Akan didn’t know Iris was behind him, because he turned around and gave her a dirty look. He turned around to face me and punched me on the face. Next thing I know, I’m laying on the floor and Iris sitting next to me touching my face to calm me down. I saw Akan going inside every single room. Please don’t see THE door, please! I kept saying to myself. He didn’t. Before he left he told me
‘’I’m going to come back later, so I won’t even other to knock the next time. I’m going to find her and you know that. I know it was you!’’ And he left. Iris got up and left too, closing the door behind her. I got up as well and went downstairs to the basement. She was sitting on the couch, she looked so weak now. I moved towards her and she got up and moved away, noticing what I was going to do to her. I started moving faster towards her until I reached her hand
‘’Get your hands off of me!’’ She yelled at me. I grabbed her wrist harder that she started crying.
‘’Your brother just came by, you know that right?’’
She looked at me, trying to know what happened. I just nodded and said
‘’He hit me right here’’ and pointed my jaw and then I hit her jaw too. With the punch she moved back and hit the back of her head with the wall and she fell unconscious.
‘’Tie her hands and legs to the chair again’’ I gave orders.
After she was tied up she started waking up. She looked confused since she didn’t know how she got there and then she started panicking again. I grabbed the whip and hit her stomach. She cried. I hit her again and again until my arm started felling numb.
‘’Osiris’’ I threw him the whip and he caught it, he didn’t know what to do with it and looked to me again.
‘’Take care of her for a little while, me and the rest of the guys are going for some lunch.’’ He nodded. ‘’Oh, and Osiris?’’
‘’Yes sir?’’
‘’Do not let her leave. We won’t take long’’ I laughed and the rest did too, except for Osiris. He knew well we weren’t coming back until past midnight. He nodded again and I left. Hopefully he won’t mess up.
When we were outside Asar asked me
‘’Do you really trust him Roy?’’ He was the only one who called me Roy, he was my Best Friend and he always agreed with everything I decided to do. Except this.
‘’No, I don’t. But I trust him enough for him to have some pleasures with her’’ and I started laughing and the rest laughed with me again too. Asar didn’t.
‘’Relax, I know nothing wrong will happen.’’

Osiris POV
He is such an ass. After Roy left, I went inside the bathroom and grabbed a towel. I got out of the bathroom to find Zelda still unconscious. She is so beautiful, I thought. I made my way towards her and started cleaning her wounds. Then she woke up.
‘’What are you doing?’’
‘’I’m helping you to clean this wounds, they can get infected’’
‘’Thanks you’’ I looked at her. Then I saw hope in her eyes. She was hoping to get out of here.
‘’I would get you out of here, but Roy would kill me’’
‘’Please, I need to go. I can’t stay here any longer. He would kill me if I don’t go now’’
‘’No, he wouldn’t. He wants you so much’’
‘’If he does, then why is he doing this?’’ I pity her then. I kept quiet. I couldn’t tell her why, I didn’t even know the answer myself.
‘’Why are you helping him?’’ Yes, why am I helping him?
‘’I don’t’ know. I always wanted to belong somewhere and he was the one who told me that I just needed to be myself in order to be accepted in his ‘group’. Now I know it was not true. I cant be myself when I’m with him. The only one who can is Asar’’
‘’I used to date him.’’
‘’Asar or Roy?’’
‘’Both of them. And it turned out really awful.’’
‘’What happened?’’ I had to ask. And her face lighted up. Women.
‘’I first dated Asar, and he is that type of guys that are so romantic. He always showed me his love to me. I loved him too.’’ The she stopped.
‘’And what happened? Why you broke up with him?’’
‘’Because Roy came in the picture. Asar told me they were best friend and I started having feelings for Roy. The time passed and I was falling more for Roy than for Asar. Asar noticed this and he broke up with me. Roy gave me comfort and it happened. I got engaged to Roy, we bought a house and then…I found him cheating on me.’’ She stopped again, but this time I didn’t ask anything else. She disserves some peace for right now and to get rid of all those bad memories.
‘’Would you let me go?’’ She asked me again. I couldn’t answer her, it would hurt her.
‘’I thought you might understand’’ and then we both kept in silence for the longest time ever.

Chapter 10

(Sorry if I took too long to post this chapter...and sorry again if its a really crappy chapter)

*A Week Later*

Gerard's POV
She is not answering my calls like before, and I know something is wrong. I don’t care if I never spoke when she picked up the phone, but at least she PICKED UP the phone. Something is wrong, I just know it. Maybe I should show up to her place, if she were okay she would answer the door. If she doesn’t…maybe I should call her friend Iris first. Maybe she knows something.
I go downstairs to see Mikey watching TV. He is the person I need right now.
‘’Hey, Mikey, do you have Iris number?’’ he looked at me oddly ‘’I want nothing with her, don’t worry’’ he relaxed a little bit.
‘’Uh, yes. Why do you need it for?’’
‘’Just let me talk to her, please.’’ He grabbed the phone and dialed her number and then gave me the phone.
‘’Hello?’’
‘’Iris, do you know where Zelda is?’’
‘’Who’s this?’’
‘’It’s Gerard. Now, do you where she is?’’
‘’No, I’ve been calling her but she won’t answer, why?’’
‘’I-I think she is some kind of problems’’
‘’What do you mean?’’
‘’I mean she is not answering my calls either. We need to call the cops or do something! I know she is not in her house!’’

Zelda’s POV
‘’Hey! You Sleeping Beauty! Wake up!’’ I heard someone said. I tried opening my eyes, but I still saw blackness.
‘’Where am I?’’ I tried to say clearly.
‘’Some place bitch’’ What’s happening? Why can’t I see? I tried to move my hands and that’s when I noticed that my hands had been tied up. I was starting to get in panic, I started breathing heavily. I need my pills!
‘’What’s happening to her?’’ someone else said.
‘’She is having a panic attack’’ another voice said.
‘’How do you know?’’ the first voice said.
‘’Because she is my ex-girlfriend’’ the third voice said.
‘’Roy? Roy, is that you?’’ I said panicking again.
‘’Yes darling, it’s me’’
‘’R-Roy?’’
‘’Yes dear?’’
‘’W-Where am I?’’
‘’Somewhere you can only be mine’’ I’m not planning to die here, I’m starving by the way. And I guess Roy could tell.
‘’You hungry honey? Awww, I’m so sorry, but you can’t eat anything.’’ Omg. ME without food! I won’t live long then.
‘’What’s wrong? I thought you always wanted to have a model’s body…’’
‘’Not exactly’’ I’m not fat or anything, but I still wanted to look good.
‘’Then too bad. Now you will be what you always wanted’’
‘’And that will be?’’
‘’Anorexia. You are going to become a freaking disgusting anorexic girl! Aren’t you happy about that?’’

Roy’s POV
I untied her hands so maybe she could be a little more comfortable, and make ME more comfortable.
‘’If you try to escape serious consequences will happen, okay?’’ She nodded.
When I was finished untying her hands, she hit me hard below my knee and she made her way towards the door. Thankfully, one of the guys was near the door and stopped her by hitting her hard on the face that she even fell off her feet.
‘’I told you not to try to escape’’ I said trying to sound calm.
She had her hands on her face. I couldn’t see if it was because of the punch or because she was crying. I walked towards where she was sitting, and sat next to her. She looked up and I could see she wasn’t crying but she had gotten a really bad bruise. I reached to touch her face, but she got up and sat on the couch we had there.
I got up as well, but I just stand there looking at her. Even with that bruise she looked beautiful, her dark blue eyes hypnotizes me all the time. She is just so beautiful! But she is mine now.

Gerard’s POV
We called the police and they told us they were going to come with us when we got to Zelda’s house. Iris was driving, we were the only ones in her car. The police was following us.
When we got to Zelda’s house I got nervous. She has to be in there! I told myself over and over again until finally I was on her doorstep. The police was still behind me. I knocked. No answer. I knocked again. Still no answer. The police moved me away so they could brake in. When they did, we all got inside the house to look for Zelda. I first started looking in her bedroom, but still no her. I looked in her bathroom, everywhere! And still no her.
‘’She is not here’’ Iris finally said, breaking the silence. I sighed. Where the hell is she then?
‘’I can call her brother, maybe he knows better. Or maybe she is staying with him.’’ She grabbed her phone and dialed a number.
I went inside Zelda’s room again. Maybe she left something as a clue or something, a note. But nothing. I decided to check her phone. Maybe a call made her leave. I started checking all the people who had been calling her. Me, Iris…Akan. Who’s Akan? Donovan? Who are these guys? Then it showed Roy. I don’t know these guys, and probably one of them is Zelda’s boyfriend and the rest of them just friends. Or, hold on, what about her band? They must be her band members.
Iris suddenly came in.
‘’Her brother says he’s been calling her too and that she won’t pick up. He is on his way. Maybe he can help us.’’ Everything is so confusing.
‘’Gerard?’’ I looked up at her.
‘’Who is Akan?’’ I had to ask.
‘’He is Zelda’s brother, he is also in her band’’ So her brother had been calling her too.
‘’And Donovan?’’
‘’Her friend and also one of the band members. Why all this questions?’’
‘’And is Roy her boyfriend?’’ I ignored her question.
‘’No, well…’’
‘’Well what?’’
‘’They were together but he cheated on her and now he wants to get back with her. And why do you care so much about Zelda?’’
I didn’t answer. I had a thought on my mind that I wanted to blurt it out! Just say it! But I could be wrong and I don’t want to be wrong right now. I want to find Zelda.

Akan’s POV
Where the hell is Zelda? Maybe she is with her friend Iris. My phone rang. Talking about the Devil.
‘’Hello?’’
‘’Akan, please tell me Zelda is with you’’
‘’No, she isn’t. I thought she was with you’’
‘’She doesn’t come to my place anymore. But that doesn’t matter. Do you know where she can be?’’
‘’No. Why? Is something wrong?’’
‘’Akan?’’
‘’Yes?’’
‘’I think someone kidnapped her’’
I had to hang up. Who can it be? If someone really kidnapped her, then who could it be? I thought first of Donovan, but he wouldn’t do that. I better check.
I dialed his number and waited until he picked up.
‘’Hello?’’
‘’Donovan?’’
‘’Yes, me here. What’s up?’’
‘’Is Zelda with you?’’
‘’No, you know she never comes to my place’’
‘’Oh yeah, forgot. Then do you know where she can be?’’
‘’She is your sister man! Of course I don’t know where she can be’’
‘’Clam down! I’m just asking because she is…’’
‘’She is what?’’
‘’I don’t know. Iris said someone must have kidnapped her.’’
‘’And do you believe her?’’
‘’Of course I do! She is my sister’s best friend!’’
‘’I bet it was Roy the one who kidnapped her’’
‘’Why you say so?’’
‘’Because he cheated on her, and now he wants her back. But I won’t give up that easily. She doesn’t disserve him’’
‘’And how do you know all this?’’
‘’Because I do love her’’ we all know that.
‘’No no no, I mean how do you know all this about Roy?’’
‘’Oh, because she told me when they broke up. She didn’t tell you?’’
‘’No, she didn’t. Well thanks a lot Donovan, Talk to you later’’ I hung up.
Why didn’t she tell me about her and Roy? What about if Roy is the one who kidnapped her?
I grabbed my car keys and headed to Zelda’s place to meet up with Iris.

Chapter 9
Recap: ‘’Hello?’’ ‘’Hey!’’
‘’Why are you calling me?!’’ WTF!
‘’I missed you too!’’ he said sarcastically.
‘’Then what do you want from me?!’’
‘’I just wanted to apologize and tell you it wasn’t true, I would never cheat on you, you know it!’’
‘’Is that it? Is that all you have to say?’’
‘’No. I think we should get back together. We are meant to be together’’
‘’I think not. You hurt me. And I know you DID cheat on me. So, bye Roy. Don’t call me again or I’ll call the cops’’ I hung up before he could say anything else.
I got out and started walking towards the Starbucks. It’s not that far away from my place, just three blocks away.
When I got there the rest of the guys were waiting for me already. Since when are they early?
‘’Hey guys!’’ I sounded to cheery. They all smiled at me. I needed to hide my anger, Roy pisses me off. I’m so happy I’m not with him anymore.
‘’Hey! You are late!’’ My brother said.
‘’I’m sorry, someone called me before heading here’’ they all gave me a dirty look.
‘’Fine! Then I’m lying!’’
‘’Actually believe you’’ Donovan said. Before he joined that band there were some rumors that he had a crush on me. Thank God there were not true.
‘’You do?’’ Since when he believes me?
‘’Well yeah! You never arrive late’’ I don’t?
‘’I don’t?’’
‘’Not to our practices, just to work. Or at least that’s what I heard’’ He said laughing.
‘’Well, at least you believe me. And who care anyways? Lets just order our Starbucks and chat’’
They all showed me their Starbucks. They didn’t even care about waiting for me, bitches.
‘’That’s so thoughtful of you guys!’’ I said sarcastically, and that’s when Donovan handed me some coffee.
‘’Whose this?’’
‘’Yours. I took the time to order yours. It’s the White Mocha Frapuccino the one you like, right?’’
‘’Yes! Thanks so much Donny!’’ I said giving him a peck in the cheek. He blushed and the rest noticed it and started making fun of him.
‘’Hey! Stop it guys! It was just a kiss in a cheek, noting else!’’
‘’Well, he doesn’t think about it that way’’ Ayden said laughing so hard he almost fell of the chair. I looked at Donovan and he started blushing even more. He looked so cute like that! No Zelda! You cannot think about Donovan that way! Damn it!
I turned away before I could blush too. Thank God I didn’t.
‘’Okay, so let’s start’’
‘’With what? I don’t even know why are we here’’ Greagoir said.
‘’With the band of course! I don’t know about you guys, but I do want for this band to work out’’
‘’How can it?’’ Ayden said.
‘’What do you mean?’’
‘’Well, we cannot play live because you freak out. Remember the last and first time we played live.’’ He was right. It was terrible. I ended up in the hospital because I fainted. I can’t stand being in front of a lot of public looking at me, and since I’m the lead singer I’m the one who get most of the attention of the public. I’m afraid I’ll faint again if we ever play live again.
‘’So. What are we going to do now?’’
‘’We only have on choice Zelda’’ Greagor said.
‘’And which one is that one?’’ I have a bad feeling about this.
‘’We all want to keep this band as it is. But you leave us no choice.’’
‘’What choice?!’’
‘’I don’t want to say it guys, someone else say it please’’ Greagoir said.
‘’Fine, cheesze’’ Ayden said. I know this is going to be bad, since Ayden is the one who doesn’t care saying shit about anyone.
‘’We don’t want you in the band any longer. You ruin us. Because of you, WE are not able to move on’’
‘’Shut up Ayden, you make it worse’’ Akan said ‘’What he means is that we cannot play live and for more people to know us. I also don’t want to see you ever again in the hospital. It hurts to see you there!’’ After my brother stop talking we kept in silence. I was in shock. They were looking at me for my response. I couldn’t say anything, my life was going to Hell. A tear started going down my cheek. I still kept in silence.
‘’For My sake Zelda! Say something!’’ Akan said. I looked at him with an horror expression so he could understand how I felt. He knew exactly how I felt.
‘’I…I don’t know what to say. I mean, Roy cheated on me and now he wants me to get back with him. You guys are kicking me out of the band when I know I can do better. You all know it.’’ I said whispering, and they could barely hear me.
‘’Thank you guys, for all of this’’ I got up and started walking towards the door. Everything was coming into a blur now. I thought I heard my brother calling for me, but it was just a voice, a sound, nothing else.
I was walking towards my house and suddenly I noticed a van stopping right where I was standing. Was I waiting for someone? I thought not, but I still didn’t care. I kept walking. The van then starting driving slowly, like if the one driving was following me. Was he? I didn’t care either. Then I noticed that the van stopped again. I looked at it to see what for. And that’s when it hit me what was going on. Everything happened so fast. I saw a guy with a mask on his face. Another two also got out of the van, running towards me. The two of them also had masks on. They grabbed me. The third one gave them an order. They started taking me to the van. I started screaming. I saw people running to help me. The two men put me inside the van. Then everything went black. I could just think of one thing:
I have been kidnapped.

Chapter 8

(Okay, so new ppl are named in this chapter,but I'm pretty sure I will make them talk in the next one,Hope you enjoy!)

‘’You shouldn’t have come here’’
‘’I know. How can I get out without her seen me?’’
‘’Ummm…try the widow…no hold on, I don’t know’’
‘’This is your house! You should know!’’
‘’Fine! Then you can get out from the window…just don’t get the wall dirty’’
‘’No problem’’ He was leaving now. I shouldn’t have called Iris. I regret it now.
‘’Hold on,’’ Gerard said before he got out of the window completely.
‘’What?!’’ I said, trying to get him out of here before Iris came inside my room.
‘’Can I see you some other time?’’ he asked me. And then that’s when I realize that he actually wanted to work out. I need to know more about these guys. That’s my new goal.
‘‘sure’’ I told him, I was excited to go out with him, but I knew we were just going out to fix this mess, and he didn’t want for his reputation to go down after he worked so hard on it.
‘’Okay, great. I’ll call you later’’ and he left. Leaving me standing there at the window. And after a sec. Iris came in.
‘’I'm yelling for you! Why can’t you answer back?!’’
‘’Sorry, I was in La-La-Land’’ I told her, still thinking about Gerard.
‘’And what exactly is La-La-Crap?’’ she sounded annoyed, and she should be if she knew that Gerard was just here five seconds before she came in.
‘’La-La-Land! And it’s my favorite place to be in when I’m not thinking!’’
‘’You are so childish’’ I’m not good at lying, blame me.
‘’Why do you wanted me for?’’ Shit! What should I say? I NEEDED her.
‘’Ummm…’’ Think fast!
‘’Ummm…What?!’’
‘’Because I need to go shopping and I thought that you may be willing to help me?’’ She looked surprised that I was asking her to help ME shopping. Our fashion is SO different. She is a preppy and I’m emo. I’m fucked up.
‘’You are kidding…right?’’ I wish I were.
‘’Not really, I need to buy a dress. Help?’’
‘’Of course!’’
‘’But no pink dress, please!’’
‘’Okay fine! But no black dress either’’ Is she kidding now?! How can I NOT buy something black?! Insane!
‘’Ha ha ha, now C’mon’’ I said leading her towards the door. I hope I find a pretty dress, but hold on…why do I need a dress? I’m not even interested on Gerard, and I’m pretty sure he isn’t either. Right now I will focus on my job and my band, though I don’t think we will ever get as far as My Chemical Romance. I wish we could.

We were driving to the Mall when another idea occurred to me.
‘’What are you thinking about?’’ Iris asked me. Maybe my happiness shows and she noticed it. Great.
‘’Nothing really’’
‘’You looked too happy’’
‘’Well, I was just thinking on buying in-‘’
‘’You are not going to Hot Topic’’ She said all of a sudden
‘’W-what? Why not?’’ She is not my mother to tell me that I cannot buy in HT.
‘’Because…because I said so!’’
‘’Fine! Mummy!’’
‘’Now you cannot call me Mummy! I don’t want kids, they cry too much…especially you!’’
‘’I’m no kid! Mummy!’’ Hahaha, I like pissing her off.
‘’If you don’t shut up I’ll turn around and we won’t be buying you a dress, okay?’’
‘’Bitch’’
‘’What was that?’’
‘’Oh! Nothing, I’m talking to my imaginary friend who is being a bitch’’ That was too childish for me to say, but hey! I had nothing else to say at that time.
‘’That’s it! We are heading home now!’’
‘’NO!’’ Hold on, I never wanted to buy a dress, what the hell? Is better if I just stay home the rest of the day. Or maybe I can call Gerard, no, shit! He never gave me his number! Ass. Then I guess I’m going to wait until he calls me, someday.
Iris was now driving me to my place, I guess I did piss her off. Nice job Zelda!
‘’Are you mad now?’’ I hate it when she gets REALLY mad, but this was just stupid!
‘’No’’ she answered. I could tell she was mad.
‘’I’m sorry’’
‘’It’s okay, maybe we can do this some other day. I have a lot of work left anyways. I just came by because you made it sound like it was urgent’’ It WAS.
‘’Oh, well…maybe next time’’ we were in front of my house now. I got out of the car and apologized to Iris again before going inside.
I checked the answer machine to see if someone called while I was outside fighting with Iris. Three new messages. I pressed play.
*Message One*
‘’Hey Zelda, It’s me, Aubrey. Give me a call when you can’’ *End of Message One*
*Message Two *
* Silence *
(From far away) ‘’Gee, C’mon! We are leaving now!’’ I’m not sure whose voice it was, but that person was calling Gerard. He called me.
*End of Message Two*
*Message Three*
(Breathing) ‘’Gerard! Please leave the phone alone! Besides! Who are you calling?!’’ He called me twice?
*Ring Ring*
Some one was calling me now. Would it be Gerard?
I picked up the phone, but heard no one.
‘’Hello?’’
They hang up.
Shit! I hate it when people do that!
Then I remembered I had to call back Aubrey.
I dialed his number.
‘’Hello?’’ I heard him say.
‘’Hey, you need me?’’
‘’Who are you?’’ Dumb ass
‘’It’s Satan, and I’m going to eat you!’’ I joked.
Then, next thing I know, Aubrey screamed like a girl and hung up. I started to laugh my ass off when my phone started ringing again. I thought it might me Aubrey, but for my surprise, it wasn’t.
‘’Hello?’’
I could hear the breathing from the other line, I knew someone was there.
‘’Gerard, if it’s you just say something! Or stop calling me!’’
He hung up.
‘’Damn it Gerard!’’ I screamed.
The phone rang again. ‘’If it’s you Gerard and you don’t say anything I’m so calling the police!’’ I picked up the phone and yelled at the person in the other line ‘’What do you want Gerard?!’’
‘’Gerard Way? Where? He is there with you?’’ It was Aubrey. Oh!
‘’No, Satan is here with me. Care to say Hi to him?’’
‘’Very funny Zelda’’ hahaha, someone else I like pissing off.
‘’What do you need me for? And since when you call ME?’’
‘’Oh, I called you because…ummm…’’
‘’Yes?’’ Is he nervous? He sounds nervous.
‘’I need your help tomorrow and I need you to get to TR early, got it?’’ That’s it?
‘’Okay, I’ll try to be there early’’
‘’No no, there is no ‘’I’ll try’ you HAVE TO be there early’’
‘‘Why? Is something else happening in TR?’’
‘’Just get there early, okay?’’ He hung up before I could ask anything else. He always gives me the creeps.
Then I went directly to my room. It’s barely 3 pm. What can I do?
Bingo!
I grabbed the phone again and dialed Akan’s number.
‘’Hello?’’
‘’Hey brother!’’
‘’Oh, you…hey. What’s up?’’
‘’Nothing, I’m bored here trapped in my place’’
‘’Do you need me to come over to see if I can find the key to get you out?’’ he took it so literally.
‘’Ummm…I meant that I’m here at my place bored doing nothing brother’’
‘’Oh, great’’
‘’No, it’s not great. What about if we go out to get some coffee or something and call the rest of the guys and practice a lil’ bit today?’’
‘’I don’t know. I mean, I don’t even know where the guys are. I haven’t talked to them in I don’t know when’’
‘’Then I’ll call them and I meet you in Starbucks near my place, okay?’’
‘’Sounds great. I’ll be there in a few’’ We hung up.
I called the rest of the guys: Donovan, Greagoir and Ayden, and they agreed to meet us up in Starbucks.
I was putting some more make-up on when the phone rang again.
‘’WTF! Stop calling me people!’’
I answered and I expected for the guy in the other line not to talk, but this time he did.
‘’Hello?’’
‘’Hey!’’ Roy. My ex-boyfriend was calling me. He knew I was still pissed at him for cheating on me, and he knew perfectly that I never wanted to talk to him again. So, why is he calling me now?

Chapter 7
I opened my mouth to talk, but he cut me off before I could say anything ‘’I don’t know why you hate me so much’’ he started saying. I couldn’t speak; I was still in shock of him been here, inside my room. ‘’Can we talk like mature people?’’ he is right. I’m just acting like a little girl ‘’w-what do you want to talk about?’’ ‘’I don’t know, something that will make us know each other. What do you think about that?’’ ‘’I think it sounds fair’’ I don’t want to talk to him right now. Iris is just about to get here and I know she is going to enter my room as soon as she realizes that the front door is open, and the worst thing is that she is going to find me here, alone, with Gerard.
He started moving around my room, looking at my stuff on top of my desk, and then he started touching things and when he saw my candles I could tell that he had the urge to touch them, but he didn’t. Then he moved to where all of my CDs are placed and he started looking through them. ‘’Good. Good. Good. You like Underoath?’’ ‘’Yeah, they play good’’ ‘’Yeah, they do’’ I don’t know anything new about him yet. ‘’I never heard of this band before’’ he said suddenly. ‘’Which one?’’
‘’This one’’ he grabbed a CD and showed it to me. Poison Roses. My band name. I couldn’t speak. I didn’t want to tell him about Poison Roses.
‘’Oh, it’s just some band, they play really cool though’’ we do play good. He opened the case and it was empty ‘’it’s empty’’ he looked at me so I maybe I could tell him where it was the CD.
‘’Ummm…maybe I lost it’’ I lied. He walked over to where my cd player was. He opened it and there he found my Poison Roses CD. Damn. He looked at me before he pressed play. I tried to stop him, but I was too late. The first song started playing. You could hear me playing the piano, then a guitar followed and then the rest of the instruments. The vocals hadn’t started yet, but I could see Gerard enjoying the music.
‘’They do play goo-‘’ the vocals started now. Shit!
‘‘Is that you singing?’’ he looked impressed, but I got scared of him telling me I sing really bad.
‘’Ummm…yes, it is’’ this was embarrassing.
‘’You have a band?’’ Shit shit shit!
‘’Yes’’
‘’And you are the vocals’’
‘’And the pianist’’ I added.
‘’Can you sing for me now? I would like to hear you live’’
‘’Well, I guess I-‘’ ‘’Zelda! I’m here! Where are you?!’’ Iris yelled from the living room.
‘’Shit!’’ Both of Gerard and me said at the same time and we looked at each other.
‘’Do I stay or do I sneak out?’’ Gerard said.

(I actually have a band! :p and our name it's Poison Roses :p I love it!!! I love you Band!!! Georgy, Quiquis, all of you!!!)

Chapter 6
I woke up next morning, because the phone started ringing. I don’t even bother answering it. I’ll wait until for the answer machine to answer the caller. And it does after the phone stopped ringing. *The answering machine*
‘’Ummm, I don’t know how to say this Zelda…’’ The voice said. How did he get my number? And how does he know my name?
‘’Well, I do…so, I’m just going to say it…*sigh* I feel so b-‘’ I pick up the phone. ‘’How did you get my number?!’’ ‘’Ummm, well your friend Iris, I think that’s her name, mentioned your name to Mikey and he told me. So I just looked for you name at the payphone book’’ what a bitch. Both of them, Gerard and Iris. I don’t blame Iris though, she was just bragging to Mikey about everything in her life, as usual. ‘’So what do you want to talk about now? I think I made my self clear yesterday’’ I told Gerard ‘’actually, you did. And that is why I’m calling. I was just wondering if I could go over to your place?’’ hahaha, he must be kidding. Does he actually expect me to open my door to him after yesterday? He is insane. ‘’What for?’’ ‘’So we can chat, and maybe to get to know each other better’’ he said ‘’Let me think about it’’ I said sarcastically. I’m so not going to let him in. ‘’Please, I really want to fix this’’ ‘’Why? I’m just a fan. It’s not like I’m going to tell anyone about this’’ I’m not like that, yes, Gerard is a jerk, or was? But I wouldn’t say that to other My Chem fans, they would kick my ass. ‘’Is not that’’ he started saying ‘’I really want to get to know you better’’ ‘’I’m sorry Gerard, but no. And please don’t call me again’’ ‘’This is the first time I call you’’ ‘’Oh, well, I don’t care. Don’t call me ever again’’ I hung up before he could say anything else. I need to call Iris, maybe she can give me a good advice about this. I dial her number…
‘’Hello?’’
‘’Iris, I need your help’’
What’s the problem now? Are you lost again?’’
‘’No Iris, I’m not lost. I just need you to come, it’s urgent!’’
‘’Okay Okay…I’m getting my keys. See you in a bit’’
We hung up.
While I wait for her to arrive, I go over to all of my CDs and decide to listen to the CD my band made just a few months ago. When I press play I hear a knock on the door.
‘’It’s open!’’ I yell.
I hear footsteps.
‘’I’m inside my room!’’ I yell again for Iris to come inside. I hear the footsteps move towards my room and then I hear the door close. I turn around. Omg.
‘’What are you doing here?’’
‘’I told you I needed to talk to you’’ Gerard said.

( I know this chapter is short...but I just thought it needed to end like that :p )

Chapter 5
‘’I can’t believe you!’’ we were waling towards the car. ‘’What?’’ ‘’I just take five minutes to talk to Gerard because the guy wants me to know him better so I won’t say he is a jerk, and in those five minutes you start flirting with the dude with glasses! What the hell?!’’ She was getting me pissed, I was fighting with Gerard and instead of Iris giving me support and help me, she goes away to flirt. Can’t she just stop flirting for a day?! I think not. ‘’His name is Mikey, and don’t get mad or anything but…’’ she stopped ‘’but what?’’ ‘’He is Gerard’s brother’’ okay, so this has gone to far now ‘’That’s good to know’’ this is not happening to me, please God tell me this is not happening ‘’I’m sorry, but you know I like that guy too much’’ damn, I forgot about that and now I’m blaming my best friend for something when it’s not her fault. ‘’No, I’m sorry, I should have known it was that guy Mikey. But hey, at least is not Gerard’’ with that I was pleased.
‘’Well, here is my car’’ Iris said ‘’Ok, I guess I’ll see you around later?’’ I was glad this day was coming to an end ‘’sure, later’’. She got inside her car and drove off. Crap, I forgot where I parked my car. I started looking everywhere, but I couldn’t find my car. ‘’If someone stole my car I’m going to be so pissed and…I don’t know what to do now’’ I said to myself. I’m going to love this day forever.
I started walking down the street, thinking about how today was ending so crazy. If crazy things happened when I was back in Tower Records, then what would happen now? The only thing I need is for a My Chem. guy to find me here in the middle of nowhere. I don’t even know where I’m going.
‘’You look like you need a ride’’ someone said behind me. I knew someone was following me, I just didn’t want to turn around. I still don’t. ‘’I’m fine’’ I said to the guy behind me, but I still didn’t look back, scare for the guy behind me to kidnap me. ‘’I don’t mind giving you a ride, you know?’’ he said again. Can he just leave me alone? ‘’I told you that I’m-aren’t you one of the members from My Chemical Romance?’’ I said, I had finally looked back, and for my surprise there was a My Chem. guy standing there also in the middle of nowhere waiting to give me a ride. ’’Yes, I’m Frank Iero, but you can call me Frank’’ he said politely ‘’ where are the rest of friends?’’ I asked curious and wondering why the rest was not with Frank. ‘’looking for you as well’’ ‘’and why are you looking for me?’’ Am I going to jail? ‘’Oh, nothing serious really. Gerard just wanted to talk t-‘’ ‘’can’t he just give up? I don’t want to talk to him. And he doesn’t know me, I could be a kidnapper and-‘’ ‘’and are you?’’ he cut me off ‘’am I what?’’ ‘’a kidnapper’’ ‘’hell no, of course not! I just-I mean- no! It was just an example’’ ‘’I understand, Gerard freaks you out, doesn’t he?’’ Is he kidding me? ‘’I need to go home, if you don’t mind I’m leaving. You can always tell Gerard that you found me, but also tell him I don’t want to speak to him ever again, okay?’’ I didn’t even wait for him to answer me, I just left him behind.
I kept walking and walking, I didn’t know where I was going, but I didn’t give a care.
It was already dark, and when I noticed it, I got worried. I grabbed my cel and dial Iris number. After a few rings she picked up ‘’Hello?’’ ‘’Hey Iris? I need your help’’ I actually sounded worried, well, who wouldn’t when they knew they’re lost? ‘’What’s wrong?’’ ‘’Ummm…I think some guys stole my car, so I started walking, but now I don’t know where I am and it’s getting darker’’ ‘’Well, tell me the name of the street and I’ll go look for you’’ I told her the name of the street and then we hung up. After an hour or so, I heard I car coming over. Iris stopped and unlocked the passenger door. ‘’What the hell happened?’’ She asked me ‘’I already told you, some guys stole my car’’ ‘’Yes I know, but I mean, did anything else happened?’’ ‘’Well, yeah…’’ ‘’Then tell me! I want to know everything’’ ‘’Iris, but you do know that nothing interesting happened, right? I mean, I was just walking’’ ‘’Oh’’ she looked disappointed, maybe I should tell her about Frank ‘’Well, while I was walking, Frank, one of the-‘’ ‘’I know who Frank is, so keep going’’ ‘’ok? So…’’ and I told her everything Frank had said to me and how I acted like a bitch to him ‘’you suck you know!’’ ‘’and why is that?’’ ‘’because I think Frankie is the funniest of them all, he is just so cool’’ He didn’t look funny to me ‘’well, that’s your opinion, not mine’’ ‘’well, whatever’’
We had already arrived to my house. ‘’Thanks again Iris’’ ‘’Yeah, no problem’’. As soon as I got out of the car, she drove off. I went inside my house, and I just lay down on my bed. Time passed so quickly that I just fell asleep. Finally, the day had ended.

Chapter 4

‘’What are you girls doing in here?’’ The one with long black hair asked us ‘’W-well we-‘’ Iris started saying but she got cut off by the same guy ‘’I don’t care! Get out of here before I call the police!’’ he said yelling at us. I got mad then, who is he to talk to me like that? ‘’Hey! Calm down okay? Is this how you talk to all your fans? I thought you guys were nice people who never cared if they found a fan hiding just to see you, but I guess I was wrong. You guys are jerks like everyone else who is famous!’’ I said also yelling at him. By that time a guard came, but before he could grab my arm I turned around and headed to the back door. Iris followed me as well, in shock, not believing that I just said that to her fave. band.
When we were outside she started running to catch up with me ‘’What the hell was that all about?!’’ she said with all of her emotions mixed inside of her, not knowing what to think about ‘’I’m sorry, he just got me pissed. He shouldn’t have cut you off in first place. And he WAS acting like some jerk’’ ‘’Well, then you are my hero! No one would have said that to Hottie Gerard’’ ‘’He is Gerard?!’’ Omfg, I just messed up really bad…but he deserved it. ‘’Lets go, we have no need to be here anymore’’ I told Iris while I looked back to see if someone was following us. And indeed, the one called Gerard was running toward us. What the hell does he want now? Can just he give up? I thought. ‘’Hey, hold on!’’ he yelled at me. I waited to see what he wanted. ‘’Do you think he will beat us up?’’ Iris asked me, scared for it to be true ‘’Of course not! They can’t, I’ll sue them’’ I told her, smiling at her, a creepy smile. When Gerard finally reached to us he told me ‘’can I have a word with you, please?’’ what a gentleman, and what a jerk ‘’sure, what do you want?’’ ‘’Well, I think you’ve got all this wrong, you don’t even know us that well for you to say we are jerks-‘’ I cut him off ‘’oh, but you are, I don’t know about the others, but I know YOU are.’’ ‘’Then let me show you who I really am so you won’t think that way about me’’ Gerard said ‘’tell me your name’’ he said again ‘’is that an order?’’ who is he to give me orders? Is he insane? ‘’No, is not, I just think-‘’ ‘’Well, then stop thinking, I’m leaving’’ I said, cutting him off.
‘’Iris, C’mon, we are leaving!’’ I yelled at her. I can’t believe her!
‘’Bye Gerard’’

Chapter 3

‘‘What are we going to do now? I don’t want to wait, that’s just boring’’ Now she was the one whining. ‘‘I know, I don’t want to wait either, but we have no choice if we want to meet this guys’’ This really sucked, I actually wanted to see how this guys looked like and to know why this people love them so much.
‘‘Is there a back door?’’ Iris asks me. Then I realize what she had been thinking. ‘‘C’mon!’’ I lead her outside so we can find the back door. When we get there I hear myself asking why the hell are there no guards back here? But then again, I’m happy there are any. ‘‘Do you have the key to this door?’’ She asks me trying to hurry up ‘‘I believe I do’’ that’s when I reach for my keys inside my purse. I begin to try all of my keys, but not one of them is for this back door. ‘‘Maybe this is not the door’’ She says ‘‘it is, ‘cause it has the label TR on the door’’ ‘’oh!’’
We waited outside trying to decide if we should break in or stay outside and see if the guys would come out from the back door, which Iris tells me they will.
‘’Lets just get in, if someone sees us then we can always say we got lost’ ’Iris said ‘’and you actually think they will believe us?’’ sometimes she can be smart, but right now, she was making no sense at all ‘’I’ll take my chances’’ she was right now. What bout if we never had this opportunity again? We are just wasting our time ‘’ok fine! Lets go’’ I told her leading her inside the room.
‘‘Ok, so where are we going to hide?’’ she said ‘’ummm…we can always hide here, I doubt they will look in here’’ ‘’okay, but if someone finds us, we run. Is that clear?’’ she started to sound like my mother ‘’Yes mummy!’’ ‘’Shhh, you are so noisy’’ I had the urge to laugh, but I hold it.
We were hiding under a desk near the back door, so if someone saw us, we could run towards the door. It was a good spot to hide, but I knew someone was going to find us.
‘’I’m so bored…and hungry’’ ‘’stop complaining, this was your idea, remember?’’ now waiting here until those guys were done was Hell. ‘’So Zelda, you never told me about Roy, what happened?’’ ‘’Well, we finally broke up, he cheated on me, again’’ ‘’You are just some stupid ass to get back with him again and-omg’’ Iris said cutting off what she was saying ‘’what’s wrong?’’ then she pointed behind me, and that’s when I realize what she was looking at.
I turned around slowly just to find five gorgeous guys dressed in black suits with red ties.

Chapter 2

(The Next Day)
*The phone rings*
‘‘Hello?’’ I answer
*Silence*
‘‘Hello?’’ I repeat, but all I hear now is the dead line.
‘‘odd’’ I say to myself.
I get up and change. I have no work today, but I don’t know what to do today. Maybe I can call Iris. I pick up the phone and dial her number. It didn’t take long for her to pick up.
‘‘Hello?’’ I hear Iris say
‘‘Iris, hey!’’
‘‘Oh! Zelda! What’s up?’’
‘‘Not much. I was just wondering if you were free so we could do something, I don’t know, what ever you want to do’’
‘‘Sounds great! Lets go to the Mall, I’ve heard that the My Chem. Guys are going to your work place to meet fans and all that crap. Care to go?’’ She asks.
‘‘Sure, why not. I don’t even know how the guys look like, so I’ll go’’
‘‘I’ll tell you how they look like: Major Hot! All of them, though I prefer the lead singer…no, wait…I think I like better the drummer…no, hold on…’’ Oh no, she is getting into a story line!
‘‘Well, if we want to meet those guys I’ll say we better hurry’’ I tell her as an excuse to shut her up.
‘‘Good idea. Let me get ready and I’ll meet you there’’
We both hung up. I put on some make up and hurry outside o my car. I drive all the way to my work, though this time I’m not going to work.
As soon as I get inside the Mall I see a huge line going outside Tower Records. I have never seen a lot of people inside of TR. The My Chem. Guys must be really famous.
As I walk in to get a better view I spot really quick Iris. ‘‘Hey, you are here!’’ she says too happy for me to smile. ‘‘Yeah. So are this My Chem. Guys really that famous?’’ I ask, kind of embarrassed because of my ignorance ‘‘Are you kidding me? Everybody love this guys!’’ I guess I’ll believe her with this.
‘‘You think you can get us in? I don’t want to go all the way back to that line, its huge!’’ She tells me. I try to think if maybe I can get us in. Maybe I can, I’ll try. We go up to the front door and I see guards on each side of the door. I try to pass past them, but one of them stops me before I can get in. ‘‘Where do you think you are going?’’ One of them asks me ‘‘I work here’’ I tell them, but I guess they don’t believe me, so I pull out my card, then the other one says ‘‘I don’t know if we can let you in. We believe you have to go to the back of the line and wait’’ Freaking guards ‘‘But I work here, I even have the keys of this door’’ I sounded more like whining than arguing. Then the guard who spoke first talked again ‘‘Sorry, we can’t let you in’’

''SHADOWS''
(So this is a story I'm writing now...MCR music inspired me :p Plz comment)

Chapter 1

I try to sleep, but I just know I won’t be able to rest when my alarm clock its just an hour away to set off for work. Instead of fighting to fall asleep, I stand up and get ready. I have decided to arrive early today to work, though I’m the one who opens all Mondays.
I take my time eating my food. I have a lot of time left still. But when I finish I realize I’m late, again. I go up stairs quickly to get my stuff. I get my car keys and run outside. I get inside my car and turn on the radio. There is nothing good playing on right now, so I decide to listen to my brand new CD from My Chemical Romance: The Black Parade. My best friend Iris gave me this CD as a present. I don’t know My Chemical Romance as well as Iris does, but they play good. I arrive to work: Tower Records. I know a lot about music, and when The Black Parade CD came out it was all people would talk about. But I never heard a song from them, not even from their old CDs.
Aubrey is already there waiting for me outside the door. He looks irritated. Not good.
‘‘Hey A’’ I greet him. ‘‘Why do you always arrive so late?’’ he asked me annoyed ‘‘Why do you always arrive so early?’’ I asked him also annoyed, thinking that my day already sucked. ‘‘Just open up, I’m freezing here!’’ ‘‘Okay! Okay!’’
Aubrey can be such a hottie, but not when I arrive late to open.
I spend the whole day like a zombie. I’m too tired to think, and the people asking me for CD is no help at all. I finish work at 5 pm, and it is barely 3. I know I’m going to die here until it’s 5.
Aubrey notices my tiredness and says to me ‘‘you look awful. Why don’t you go home and rest for a little bit. I’ll cover for you’’ Now THAT was nice, I thought ‘‘you’ll do that for me?’’ I asked, not believing what he just said ‘‘Well, its for my own good and the people around you, you scare them off’’ so that’s why he is being so nice, because he thinks I scare people, what an ass. But I take the chance anyways, I do feel awful.

I just hated when ppl who are not emo (preps, most of the time) start bothering you...and to criticize you...
They start calling us cutters when most of us are not even cutters...Then, they also start to criticize our music, like they know better.
Gets me really pissed...why can't this world be just a place where we accept ppl as they are? Are we that different from them? I think not. I can dress all in pink and white and then they will accept me as one of them. I can hook up with the most popular guy from the class and he would ditch me just 'cause I'm emo.
Really, who cares if we are emo, preps,goths, or a whore...
We are still humans, like them, like ALL of them...so why been criticized by the way you dress up? It's your choice, not them...so why even give a damn care why they think? or why even bother to criticize others when is THEIR choice of WHO they want to be?
They shouldn't tell us that OUR music sucks, 'cause we think the same about them. We shouldn't care if we are populars or not, we are all humans and they are no different from us. If they think that we, emo ppl, think about suicide, then we are not the only ones...I can be the most popular girl in sckool and think about suicide, but just 'cause I'm so popular, no one gives a damn and no one would call me Emo...
I don't care of what they say, we shouldn't, but it is not fair that just because they think they have all the money in the world and the whole sckool likes them, that they have the right to think they are better than us.
I can say ''Fucking preps, they think they are the best, but they really aren't. They are just a whole bunch of ppl who are messed up. And, look at the type of music that they listen to:RBD, and all that type of crapy music.They think they can hook up with the hottest girl/guy but they know that she/he is actually just w/'em to be popular 2''. First, they will kick my ass, and then start laughing. They don't care what we say about them, really...so...why do we care of what they say about us?
I wish they could just try for one day, ONE day, to be like us...so they'll know how it feels to be left out. If they'll try, then there would be no popular ppl, no left outs...just humans socializing with each other. Now, that will be a prefect world.

Hey guys, I just wrote this new song...plz leave a comment to see if its cool....thanks lots!


Love is like the wind
if there is any in this crazy place,
I cannot see it
but I can feel it.

(c 1) So they say what it really is,
But we need to try to actually say what we cannot see.

I love you with all my heart.
I love you in all my ways.
I just need to know if you are going to ask me,
so maybe I can say ''yes''.

(c 2) That's the reason I don't want to leave,
I'll give you another reason for you to stay.
So they say what it really is,
But we need to try to actually say what we feel.
(c 1) So they say what it really is,
But we need to try to actually say what we cannot see.

Don't lie, don't lie.
I know you love me.
Don't lie, don't lie.
I want you to know
I love you.

This really sucks...
Is like some curse or something,but the thing is that there is this really hot guy at my school, I even know him because HE is my BROTHER'S FRIEND!!!
He is actually really nice to me and everything;people even tell me that he likes me back...
But I have two problems: One, he is 16 years old;and two,he's my bro's friend and a member of his band.
Then, I'm the one who writes the lyrics for my bro's band and I have to see HIM all the time...




Life Sucks!

..Kill the lights

Hello, ladies and gentlemen,
I'm glad you've graced me with your presence
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscience
And staring in the si-si-si-silence

You see, I came to save the stage,
I hope I'm not too late
Passion called from back behind the curtain screaming,
"Sonny, this is urgent"

Fill these 50 persons with a purpose,
But don't just give it away
Inspiration isn't cheap these days,
You better make them earn it

You better make them earn it, make them earn it!
You better make them earn it, make them earn it!

Hello, ladies and gentlemen,
I'm glad you've graced me with your presence
You're in time to see me wrestle with my conscience
And staring in the si-si-si-silence

You see, I came to save the stage,
I hope I'm not too late
Passion called from back behind the curtain screaming,
"Sonny, this is urgent"


How do I address a letter to my generation?
"Sonny", she said, "save yourself the postage"
How do I address a letter to my generation?
"Sonny", she said, "sing it in person"

Two roads... split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.

I wanted to be that breath of fresh air,
When everything smelled so insincere.
But this taste still lingers in my mouth,
Deceit has ways of sticking around.
And I'm ready to disappear,
Vacation seems far, seems far from here.

Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, come back to me, to me.
Note to self: I miss you terribly.
This is what we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, back to me, to me.

I can feel my mind, wandering again.
Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving, faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene,
I need to break the routine.

I can feel my mind, wandering again.
Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving, faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene,
I need to break the routine.

Two roads... split off from here,
and my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.

Which part of me is lost? I feel so close, and yet I am so far.
Which part of me is lost? I feel so close, and yet I am so...far!...