~Believing That There Is No Hope Will Make Us Free From Misery~

Chapter 8

(Okay, so new ppl are named in this chapter,but I'm pretty sure I will make them talk in the next one,Hope you enjoy!)

‘’You shouldn’t have come here’’
‘’I know. How can I get out without her seen me?’’
‘’Ummm…try the widow…no hold on, I don’t know’’
‘’This is your house! You should know!’’
‘’Fine! Then you can get out from the window…just don’t get the wall dirty’’
‘’No problem’’ He was leaving now. I shouldn’t have called Iris. I regret it now.
‘’Hold on,’’ Gerard said before he got out of the window completely.
‘’What?!’’ I said, trying to get him out of here before Iris came inside my room.
‘’Can I see you some other time?’’ he asked me. And then that’s when I realize that he actually wanted to work out. I need to know more about these guys. That’s my new goal.
‘‘sure’’ I told him, I was excited to go out with him, but I knew we were just going out to fix this mess, and he didn’t want for his reputation to go down after he worked so hard on it.
‘’Okay, great. I’ll call you later’’ and he left. Leaving me standing there at the window. And after a sec. Iris came in.
‘’I'm yelling for you! Why can’t you answer back?!’’
‘’Sorry, I was in La-La-Land’’ I told her, still thinking about Gerard.
‘’And what exactly is La-La-Crap?’’ she sounded annoyed, and she should be if she knew that Gerard was just here five seconds before she came in.
‘’La-La-Land! And it’s my favorite place to be in when I’m not thinking!’’
‘’You are so childish’’ I’m not good at lying, blame me.
‘’Why do you wanted me for?’’ Shit! What should I say? I NEEDED her.
‘’Ummm…’’ Think fast!
‘’Ummm…What?!’’
‘’Because I need to go shopping and I thought that you may be willing to help me?’’ She looked surprised that I was asking her to help ME shopping. Our fashion is SO different. She is a preppy and I’m emo. I’m fucked up.
‘’You are kidding…right?’’ I wish I were.
‘’Not really, I need to buy a dress. Help?’’
‘’Of course!’’
‘’But no pink dress, please!’’
‘’Okay fine! But no black dress either’’ Is she kidding now?! How can I NOT buy something black?! Insane!
‘’Ha ha ha, now C’mon’’ I said leading her towards the door. I hope I find a pretty dress, but hold on…why do I need a dress? I’m not even interested on Gerard, and I’m pretty sure he isn’t either. Right now I will focus on my job and my band, though I don’t think we will ever get as far as My Chemical Romance. I wish we could.

We were driving to the Mall when another idea occurred to me.
‘’What are you thinking about?’’ Iris asked me. Maybe my happiness shows and she noticed it. Great.
‘’Nothing really’’
‘’You looked too happy’’
‘’Well, I was just thinking on buying in-‘’
‘’You are not going to Hot Topic’’ She said all of a sudden
‘’W-what? Why not?’’ She is not my mother to tell me that I cannot buy in HT.
‘’Because…because I said so!’’
‘’Fine! Mummy!’’
‘’Now you cannot call me Mummy! I don’t want kids, they cry too much…especially you!’’
‘’I’m no kid! Mummy!’’ Hahaha, I like pissing her off.
‘’If you don’t shut up I’ll turn around and we won’t be buying you a dress, okay?’’
‘’Bitch’’
‘’What was that?’’
‘’Oh! Nothing, I’m talking to my imaginary friend who is being a bitch’’ That was too childish for me to say, but hey! I had nothing else to say at that time.
‘’That’s it! We are heading home now!’’
‘’NO!’’ Hold on, I never wanted to buy a dress, what the hell? Is better if I just stay home the rest of the day. Or maybe I can call Gerard, no, shit! He never gave me his number! Ass. Then I guess I’m going to wait until he calls me, someday.
Iris was now driving me to my place, I guess I did piss her off. Nice job Zelda!
‘’Are you mad now?’’ I hate it when she gets REALLY mad, but this was just stupid!
‘’No’’ she answered. I could tell she was mad.
‘’I’m sorry’’
‘’It’s okay, maybe we can do this some other day. I have a lot of work left anyways. I just came by because you made it sound like it was urgent’’ It WAS.
‘’Oh, well…maybe next time’’ we were in front of my house now. I got out of the car and apologized to Iris again before going inside.
I checked the answer machine to see if someone called while I was outside fighting with Iris. Three new messages. I pressed play.
*Message One*
‘’Hey Zelda, It’s me, Aubrey. Give me a call when you can’’ *End of Message One*
*Message Two *
* Silence *
(From far away) ‘’Gee, C’mon! We are leaving now!’’ I’m not sure whose voice it was, but that person was calling Gerard. He called me.
*End of Message Two*
*Message Three*
(Breathing) ‘’Gerard! Please leave the phone alone! Besides! Who are you calling?!’’ He called me twice?
*Ring Ring*
Some one was calling me now. Would it be Gerard?
I picked up the phone, but heard no one.
‘’Hello?’’
They hang up.
Shit! I hate it when people do that!
Then I remembered I had to call back Aubrey.
I dialed his number.
‘’Hello?’’ I heard him say.
‘’Hey, you need me?’’
‘’Who are you?’’ Dumb ass
‘’It’s Satan, and I’m going to eat you!’’ I joked.
Then, next thing I know, Aubrey screamed like a girl and hung up. I started to laugh my ass off when my phone started ringing again. I thought it might me Aubrey, but for my surprise, it wasn’t.
‘’Hello?’’
I could hear the breathing from the other line, I knew someone was there.
‘’Gerard, if it’s you just say something! Or stop calling me!’’
He hung up.
‘’Damn it Gerard!’’ I screamed.
The phone rang again. ‘’If it’s you Gerard and you don’t say anything I’m so calling the police!’’ I picked up the phone and yelled at the person in the other line ‘’What do you want Gerard?!’’
‘’Gerard Way? Where? He is there with you?’’ It was Aubrey. Oh!
‘’No, Satan is here with me. Care to say Hi to him?’’
‘’Very funny Zelda’’ hahaha, someone else I like pissing off.
‘’What do you need me for? And since when you call ME?’’
‘’Oh, I called you because…ummm…’’
‘’Yes?’’ Is he nervous? He sounds nervous.
‘’I need your help tomorrow and I need you to get to TR early, got it?’’ That’s it?
‘’Okay, I’ll try to be there early’’
‘’No no, there is no ‘’I’ll try’ you HAVE TO be there early’’
‘‘Why? Is something else happening in TR?’’
‘’Just get there early, okay?’’ He hung up before I could ask anything else. He always gives me the creeps.
Then I went directly to my room. It’s barely 3 pm. What can I do?
Bingo!
I grabbed the phone again and dialed Akan’s number.
‘’Hello?’’
‘’Hey brother!’’
‘’Oh, you…hey. What’s up?’’
‘’Nothing, I’m bored here trapped in my place’’
‘’Do you need me to come over to see if I can find the key to get you out?’’ he took it so literally.
‘’Ummm…I meant that I’m here at my place bored doing nothing brother’’
‘’Oh, great’’
‘’No, it’s not great. What about if we go out to get some coffee or something and call the rest of the guys and practice a lil’ bit today?’’
‘’I don’t know. I mean, I don’t even know where the guys are. I haven’t talked to them in I don’t know when’’
‘’Then I’ll call them and I meet you in Starbucks near my place, okay?’’
‘’Sounds great. I’ll be there in a few’’ We hung up.
I called the rest of the guys: Donovan, Greagoir and Ayden, and they agreed to meet us up in Starbucks.
I was putting some more make-up on when the phone rang again.
‘’WTF! Stop calling me people!’’
I answered and I expected for the guy in the other line not to talk, but this time he did.
‘’Hello?’’
‘’Hey!’’ Roy. My ex-boyfriend was calling me. He knew I was still pissed at him for cheating on me, and he knew perfectly that I never wanted to talk to him again. So, why is he calling me now?