~Believing That There Is No Hope Will Make Us Free From Misery~

Chapter 6
I woke up next morning, because the phone started ringing. I don’t even bother answering it. I’ll wait until for the answer machine to answer the caller. And it does after the phone stopped ringing. *The answering machine*
‘’Ummm, I don’t know how to say this Zelda…’’ The voice said. How did he get my number? And how does he know my name?
‘’Well, I do…so, I’m just going to say it…*sigh* I feel so b-‘’ I pick up the phone. ‘’How did you get my number?!’’ ‘’Ummm, well your friend Iris, I think that’s her name, mentioned your name to Mikey and he told me. So I just looked for you name at the payphone book’’ what a bitch. Both of them, Gerard and Iris. I don’t blame Iris though, she was just bragging to Mikey about everything in her life, as usual. ‘’So what do you want to talk about now? I think I made my self clear yesterday’’ I told Gerard ‘’actually, you did. And that is why I’m calling. I was just wondering if I could go over to your place?’’ hahaha, he must be kidding. Does he actually expect me to open my door to him after yesterday? He is insane. ‘’What for?’’ ‘’So we can chat, and maybe to get to know each other better’’ he said ‘’Let me think about it’’ I said sarcastically. I’m so not going to let him in. ‘’Please, I really want to fix this’’ ‘’Why? I’m just a fan. It’s not like I’m going to tell anyone about this’’ I’m not like that, yes, Gerard is a jerk, or was? But I wouldn’t say that to other My Chem fans, they would kick my ass. ‘’Is not that’’ he started saying ‘’I really want to get to know you better’’ ‘’I’m sorry Gerard, but no. And please don’t call me again’’ ‘’This is the first time I call you’’ ‘’Oh, well, I don’t care. Don’t call me ever again’’ I hung up before he could say anything else. I need to call Iris, maybe she can give me a good advice about this. I dial her number…
‘’Hello?’’
‘’Iris, I need your help’’
What’s the problem now? Are you lost again?’’
‘’No Iris, I’m not lost. I just need you to come, it’s urgent!’’
‘’Okay Okay…I’m getting my keys. See you in a bit’’
We hung up.
While I wait for her to arrive, I go over to all of my CDs and decide to listen to the CD my band made just a few months ago. When I press play I hear a knock on the door.
‘’It’s open!’’ I yell.
I hear footsteps.
‘’I’m inside my room!’’ I yell again for Iris to come inside. I hear the footsteps move towards my room and then I hear the door close. I turn around. Omg.
‘’What are you doing here?’’
‘’I told you I needed to talk to you’’ Gerard said.

( I know this chapter is short...but I just thought it needed to end like that :p )

Chapter 5
‘’I can’t believe you!’’ we were waling towards the car. ‘’What?’’ ‘’I just take five minutes to talk to Gerard because the guy wants me to know him better so I won’t say he is a jerk, and in those five minutes you start flirting with the dude with glasses! What the hell?!’’ She was getting me pissed, I was fighting with Gerard and instead of Iris giving me support and help me, she goes away to flirt. Can’t she just stop flirting for a day?! I think not. ‘’His name is Mikey, and don’t get mad or anything but…’’ she stopped ‘’but what?’’ ‘’He is Gerard’s brother’’ okay, so this has gone to far now ‘’That’s good to know’’ this is not happening to me, please God tell me this is not happening ‘’I’m sorry, but you know I like that guy too much’’ damn, I forgot about that and now I’m blaming my best friend for something when it’s not her fault. ‘’No, I’m sorry, I should have known it was that guy Mikey. But hey, at least is not Gerard’’ with that I was pleased.
‘’Well, here is my car’’ Iris said ‘’Ok, I guess I’ll see you around later?’’ I was glad this day was coming to an end ‘’sure, later’’. She got inside her car and drove off. Crap, I forgot where I parked my car. I started looking everywhere, but I couldn’t find my car. ‘’If someone stole my car I’m going to be so pissed and…I don’t know what to do now’’ I said to myself. I’m going to love this day forever.
I started walking down the street, thinking about how today was ending so crazy. If crazy things happened when I was back in Tower Records, then what would happen now? The only thing I need is for a My Chem. guy to find me here in the middle of nowhere. I don’t even know where I’m going.
‘’You look like you need a ride’’ someone said behind me. I knew someone was following me, I just didn’t want to turn around. I still don’t. ‘’I’m fine’’ I said to the guy behind me, but I still didn’t look back, scare for the guy behind me to kidnap me. ‘’I don’t mind giving you a ride, you know?’’ he said again. Can he just leave me alone? ‘’I told you that I’m-aren’t you one of the members from My Chemical Romance?’’ I said, I had finally looked back, and for my surprise there was a My Chem. guy standing there also in the middle of nowhere waiting to give me a ride. ’’Yes, I’m Frank Iero, but you can call me Frank’’ he said politely ‘’ where are the rest of friends?’’ I asked curious and wondering why the rest was not with Frank. ‘’looking for you as well’’ ‘’and why are you looking for me?’’ Am I going to jail? ‘’Oh, nothing serious really. Gerard just wanted to talk t-‘’ ‘’can’t he just give up? I don’t want to talk to him. And he doesn’t know me, I could be a kidnapper and-‘’ ‘’and are you?’’ he cut me off ‘’am I what?’’ ‘’a kidnapper’’ ‘’hell no, of course not! I just-I mean- no! It was just an example’’ ‘’I understand, Gerard freaks you out, doesn’t he?’’ Is he kidding me? ‘’I need to go home, if you don’t mind I’m leaving. You can always tell Gerard that you found me, but also tell him I don’t want to speak to him ever again, okay?’’ I didn’t even wait for him to answer me, I just left him behind.
I kept walking and walking, I didn’t know where I was going, but I didn’t give a care.
It was already dark, and when I noticed it, I got worried. I grabbed my cel and dial Iris number. After a few rings she picked up ‘’Hello?’’ ‘’Hey Iris? I need your help’’ I actually sounded worried, well, who wouldn’t when they knew they’re lost? ‘’What’s wrong?’’ ‘’Ummm…I think some guys stole my car, so I started walking, but now I don’t know where I am and it’s getting darker’’ ‘’Well, tell me the name of the street and I’ll go look for you’’ I told her the name of the street and then we hung up. After an hour or so, I heard I car coming over. Iris stopped and unlocked the passenger door. ‘’What the hell happened?’’ She asked me ‘’I already told you, some guys stole my car’’ ‘’Yes I know, but I mean, did anything else happened?’’ ‘’Well, yeah…’’ ‘’Then tell me! I want to know everything’’ ‘’Iris, but you do know that nothing interesting happened, right? I mean, I was just walking’’ ‘’Oh’’ she looked disappointed, maybe I should tell her about Frank ‘’Well, while I was walking, Frank, one of the-‘’ ‘’I know who Frank is, so keep going’’ ‘’ok? So…’’ and I told her everything Frank had said to me and how I acted like a bitch to him ‘’you suck you know!’’ ‘’and why is that?’’ ‘’because I think Frankie is the funniest of them all, he is just so cool’’ He didn’t look funny to me ‘’well, that’s your opinion, not mine’’ ‘’well, whatever’’
We had already arrived to my house. ‘’Thanks again Iris’’ ‘’Yeah, no problem’’. As soon as I got out of the car, she drove off. I went inside my house, and I just lay down on my bed. Time passed so quickly that I just fell asleep. Finally, the day had ended.

Chapter 4

‘’What are you girls doing in here?’’ The one with long black hair asked us ‘’W-well we-‘’ Iris started saying but she got cut off by the same guy ‘’I don’t care! Get out of here before I call the police!’’ he said yelling at us. I got mad then, who is he to talk to me like that? ‘’Hey! Calm down okay? Is this how you talk to all your fans? I thought you guys were nice people who never cared if they found a fan hiding just to see you, but I guess I was wrong. You guys are jerks like everyone else who is famous!’’ I said also yelling at him. By that time a guard came, but before he could grab my arm I turned around and headed to the back door. Iris followed me as well, in shock, not believing that I just said that to her fave. band.
When we were outside she started running to catch up with me ‘’What the hell was that all about?!’’ she said with all of her emotions mixed inside of her, not knowing what to think about ‘’I’m sorry, he just got me pissed. He shouldn’t have cut you off in first place. And he WAS acting like some jerk’’ ‘’Well, then you are my hero! No one would have said that to Hottie Gerard’’ ‘’He is Gerard?!’’ Omfg, I just messed up really bad…but he deserved it. ‘’Lets go, we have no need to be here anymore’’ I told Iris while I looked back to see if someone was following us. And indeed, the one called Gerard was running toward us. What the hell does he want now? Can just he give up? I thought. ‘’Hey, hold on!’’ he yelled at me. I waited to see what he wanted. ‘’Do you think he will beat us up?’’ Iris asked me, scared for it to be true ‘’Of course not! They can’t, I’ll sue them’’ I told her, smiling at her, a creepy smile. When Gerard finally reached to us he told me ‘’can I have a word with you, please?’’ what a gentleman, and what a jerk ‘’sure, what do you want?’’ ‘’Well, I think you’ve got all this wrong, you don’t even know us that well for you to say we are jerks-‘’ I cut him off ‘’oh, but you are, I don’t know about the others, but I know YOU are.’’ ‘’Then let me show you who I really am so you won’t think that way about me’’ Gerard said ‘’tell me your name’’ he said again ‘’is that an order?’’ who is he to give me orders? Is he insane? ‘’No, is not, I just think-‘’ ‘’Well, then stop thinking, I’m leaving’’ I said, cutting him off.
‘’Iris, C’mon, we are leaving!’’ I yelled at her. I can’t believe her!
‘’Bye Gerard’’

Chapter 3

‘‘What are we going to do now? I don’t want to wait, that’s just boring’’ Now she was the one whining. ‘‘I know, I don’t want to wait either, but we have no choice if we want to meet this guys’’ This really sucked, I actually wanted to see how this guys looked like and to know why this people love them so much.
‘‘Is there a back door?’’ Iris asks me. Then I realize what she had been thinking. ‘‘C’mon!’’ I lead her outside so we can find the back door. When we get there I hear myself asking why the hell are there no guards back here? But then again, I’m happy there are any. ‘‘Do you have the key to this door?’’ She asks me trying to hurry up ‘‘I believe I do’’ that’s when I reach for my keys inside my purse. I begin to try all of my keys, but not one of them is for this back door. ‘‘Maybe this is not the door’’ She says ‘‘it is, ‘cause it has the label TR on the door’’ ‘’oh!’’
We waited outside trying to decide if we should break in or stay outside and see if the guys would come out from the back door, which Iris tells me they will.
‘’Lets just get in, if someone sees us then we can always say we got lost’ ’Iris said ‘’and you actually think they will believe us?’’ sometimes she can be smart, but right now, she was making no sense at all ‘’I’ll take my chances’’ she was right now. What bout if we never had this opportunity again? We are just wasting our time ‘’ok fine! Lets go’’ I told her leading her inside the room.
‘‘Ok, so where are we going to hide?’’ she said ‘’ummm…we can always hide here, I doubt they will look in here’’ ‘’okay, but if someone finds us, we run. Is that clear?’’ she started to sound like my mother ‘’Yes mummy!’’ ‘’Shhh, you are so noisy’’ I had the urge to laugh, but I hold it.
We were hiding under a desk near the back door, so if someone saw us, we could run towards the door. It was a good spot to hide, but I knew someone was going to find us.
‘’I’m so bored…and hungry’’ ‘’stop complaining, this was your idea, remember?’’ now waiting here until those guys were done was Hell. ‘’So Zelda, you never told me about Roy, what happened?’’ ‘’Well, we finally broke up, he cheated on me, again’’ ‘’You are just some stupid ass to get back with him again and-omg’’ Iris said cutting off what she was saying ‘’what’s wrong?’’ then she pointed behind me, and that’s when I realize what she was looking at.
I turned around slowly just to find five gorgeous guys dressed in black suits with red ties.

Chapter 2

(The Next Day)
*The phone rings*
‘‘Hello?’’ I answer
*Silence*
‘‘Hello?’’ I repeat, but all I hear now is the dead line.
‘‘odd’’ I say to myself.
I get up and change. I have no work today, but I don’t know what to do today. Maybe I can call Iris. I pick up the phone and dial her number. It didn’t take long for her to pick up.
‘‘Hello?’’ I hear Iris say
‘‘Iris, hey!’’
‘‘Oh! Zelda! What’s up?’’
‘‘Not much. I was just wondering if you were free so we could do something, I don’t know, what ever you want to do’’
‘‘Sounds great! Lets go to the Mall, I’ve heard that the My Chem. Guys are going to your work place to meet fans and all that crap. Care to go?’’ She asks.
‘‘Sure, why not. I don’t even know how the guys look like, so I’ll go’’
‘‘I’ll tell you how they look like: Major Hot! All of them, though I prefer the lead singer…no, wait…I think I like better the drummer…no, hold on…’’ Oh no, she is getting into a story line!
‘‘Well, if we want to meet those guys I’ll say we better hurry’’ I tell her as an excuse to shut her up.
‘‘Good idea. Let me get ready and I’ll meet you there’’
We both hung up. I put on some make up and hurry outside o my car. I drive all the way to my work, though this time I’m not going to work.
As soon as I get inside the Mall I see a huge line going outside Tower Records. I have never seen a lot of people inside of TR. The My Chem. Guys must be really famous.
As I walk in to get a better view I spot really quick Iris. ‘‘Hey, you are here!’’ she says too happy for me to smile. ‘‘Yeah. So are this My Chem. Guys really that famous?’’ I ask, kind of embarrassed because of my ignorance ‘‘Are you kidding me? Everybody love this guys!’’ I guess I’ll believe her with this.
‘‘You think you can get us in? I don’t want to go all the way back to that line, its huge!’’ She tells me. I try to think if maybe I can get us in. Maybe I can, I’ll try. We go up to the front door and I see guards on each side of the door. I try to pass past them, but one of them stops me before I can get in. ‘‘Where do you think you are going?’’ One of them asks me ‘‘I work here’’ I tell them, but I guess they don’t believe me, so I pull out my card, then the other one says ‘‘I don’t know if we can let you in. We believe you have to go to the back of the line and wait’’ Freaking guards ‘‘But I work here, I even have the keys of this door’’ I sounded more like whining than arguing. Then the guard who spoke first talked again ‘‘Sorry, we can’t let you in’’

''SHADOWS''
(So this is a story I'm writing now...MCR music inspired me :p Plz comment)

Chapter 1

I try to sleep, but I just know I won’t be able to rest when my alarm clock its just an hour away to set off for work. Instead of fighting to fall asleep, I stand up and get ready. I have decided to arrive early today to work, though I’m the one who opens all Mondays.
I take my time eating my food. I have a lot of time left still. But when I finish I realize I’m late, again. I go up stairs quickly to get my stuff. I get my car keys and run outside. I get inside my car and turn on the radio. There is nothing good playing on right now, so I decide to listen to my brand new CD from My Chemical Romance: The Black Parade. My best friend Iris gave me this CD as a present. I don’t know My Chemical Romance as well as Iris does, but they play good. I arrive to work: Tower Records. I know a lot about music, and when The Black Parade CD came out it was all people would talk about. But I never heard a song from them, not even from their old CDs.
Aubrey is already there waiting for me outside the door. He looks irritated. Not good.
‘‘Hey A’’ I greet him. ‘‘Why do you always arrive so late?’’ he asked me annoyed ‘‘Why do you always arrive so early?’’ I asked him also annoyed, thinking that my day already sucked. ‘‘Just open up, I’m freezing here!’’ ‘‘Okay! Okay!’’
Aubrey can be such a hottie, but not when I arrive late to open.
I spend the whole day like a zombie. I’m too tired to think, and the people asking me for CD is no help at all. I finish work at 5 pm, and it is barely 3. I know I’m going to die here until it’s 5.
Aubrey notices my tiredness and says to me ‘‘you look awful. Why don’t you go home and rest for a little bit. I’ll cover for you’’ Now THAT was nice, I thought ‘‘you’ll do that for me?’’ I asked, not believing what he just said ‘‘Well, its for my own good and the people around you, you scare them off’’ so that’s why he is being so nice, because he thinks I scare people, what an ass. But I take the chance anyways, I do feel awful.

I just hated when ppl who are not emo (preps, most of the time) start bothering you...and to criticize you...
They start calling us cutters when most of us are not even cutters...Then, they also start to criticize our music, like they know better.
Gets me really pissed...why can't this world be just a place where we accept ppl as they are? Are we that different from them? I think not. I can dress all in pink and white and then they will accept me as one of them. I can hook up with the most popular guy from the class and he would ditch me just 'cause I'm emo.
Really, who cares if we are emo, preps,goths, or a whore...
We are still humans, like them, like ALL of them...so why been criticized by the way you dress up? It's your choice, not them...so why even give a damn care why they think? or why even bother to criticize others when is THEIR choice of WHO they want to be?
They shouldn't tell us that OUR music sucks, 'cause we think the same about them. We shouldn't care if we are populars or not, we are all humans and they are no different from us. If they think that we, emo ppl, think about suicide, then we are not the only ones...I can be the most popular girl in sckool and think about suicide, but just 'cause I'm so popular, no one gives a damn and no one would call me Emo...
I don't care of what they say, we shouldn't, but it is not fair that just because they think they have all the money in the world and the whole sckool likes them, that they have the right to think they are better than us.
I can say ''Fucking preps, they think they are the best, but they really aren't. They are just a whole bunch of ppl who are messed up. And, look at the type of music that they listen to:RBD, and all that type of crapy music.They think they can hook up with the hottest girl/guy but they know that she/he is actually just w/'em to be popular 2''. First, they will kick my ass, and then start laughing. They don't care what we say about them, really...so...why do we care of what they say about us?
I wish they could just try for one day, ONE day, to be like us...so they'll know how it feels to be left out. If they'll try, then there would be no popular ppl, no left outs...just humans socializing with each other. Now, that will be a prefect world.